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I was eighteen years old the first time a man kissed me. The first time a man held me in his arms I shook uncontrollably, my entire body collapsing in upon itself.
He held me closer, he comforted me, he ran his fingers through my hair.
I was eighteen and I had convinced myself I would never be held. Not in the way I ached for but could never ever admit. A couple months earlier there had been some fumbling with a stranger in his car. He was the cousin of one of my classmates, or so he said. He asked for my phone number and a few days later he picked me up.
We drove out to a field. I thought I might be murdered, so I wrote a letter to my mother and hid it inside of my wallet, apologizing for being murdered. We sat in the field and he played some dirty rap song about blowjobs and then pushed my face into his lap.
I saw him a couple times after that. He stole some shirts from me and I never saw him again. I figured that was what I had. It was being murdered in a field, or it was AIDS.
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My best friend and I were at the mall and this guy worked there and he seemed impossibly chic. A conversation inside of a smile. He wanted to hang out.
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